if only i could nudge you from this sleep ;

2005-03-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

I just hate the sms.ac shit website pls.

ok anyway, got back most of my results today.

should i say i'm quite satisfied with them? (:

yaadaa yadaa. anyhow, although

the holidays are here, I'll prolly just spent half of

the week in camp or catching up with schwork.

so there, no time for towning

again la. -mutters

Got 2 mini packets of M&Ms peanuts from

MsCorny just now. haha. i like.

ok,so how charming does the coffee bean

waiter wana get la? walao. awwww

oh yes, anyone wants sign up for pilates lesson?

hoo's coming over soon. together, we shall

lose our damnly fats together. =)

eh no, i forgot she doesnt have any. sigh

liionel; who's embarrasing you la please?! ITS OK WAD.

fiona; yes yes, we shall go shake butts in the gym like

real soonn ok? u wana talk about lan-ess? my combine

humans like how sucky la. 56.7 which is a C5 exuusee me miss.

2005-03-07T17:11:00.000+08:00

gabe seriously has the lousiest, lan-est msn in the entire

world i tell you. Whilst others are using

7.0 already, I think he's using -0.7 version or sth.

And i think people who ditch friends to concentrate

on their own love life are nth but

useless craps. Either they terribly cannot handle their

social life or they are too pathetic enough to think

their bfs/gfs are everythin in their life. The latter

cannnot be forgiven. Yet, certain ppl, despite being told

still behave the same,unforgivable. wasted friendships eh?

Disgressing, i just got back my a maths, chem and

eng paper today. satisfied with my maths but

not the other 2 though. apparently i failed

that chem paper and mum is not very happy

with me please. she wants me to

study at least 5 pages from the chem txtbk

once a day. WALAO

on a lighter note, i'm getting a haircut on thurs ;D

Okay nothing more, gotta run.

vans; yes yes "cousin". u owe me a subway treat if you still

remember ok. and and, the pants ar, how act-jap

do u want me to get eh?

liionel; HAHHA. U STILL HAVENT TELL ME YR MARKS COWBAG.

I WILL STUDY EVEN HARDER AND SCORE STRAIGHT DISTICTIONS. -SMIRKS.

cors; "aunty" ar, same goes to your blog. congrats

for achieving gd results anyhoos. yadas yada.

2005-03-03T18:23:00.000+08:00

i'm friggin proud of my friend.

L1R4-8points. 10 for L1R5. A bloody

A1 for english ( if i could get anywhere near

an A1 for eng, ill probaly shit in my pants).

And dear gabriel and vans, i'm equally proud

of you too please (:

I'm so inspried by all these good results that

i'm gona study for good now.

i swear i'm going to get at least

11 pts. really

P/S: i finally found those jellybeans that

i;ve been looking for for gazillion years ;D

(hello, miss sua ku, can i have them back now?

i finished mine already)

2005-02-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

hello! firstly i must comment that

today weather sucks majorly.

though it was not as hot as other days

but still, it still sucks. instead, it rained

at the wrong time while hoos and I were in the

poool ;(

anyway, nth much to blog abt today

since sch today was uber boring pls.

nth special -mutterrs.

wish them luck for their o's! ;D

you don't need a raincoat

2005-02-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

you render me speechless, i hope you know

i could use a long bus ride with pop unknown and

big city dreams right now;

i havent had a proper update in quite

awhile and i apologise for that.

suddenly it seems song lyrics and random

thoughts are what sums me up bes.

ok, ive had gastric now but i'm NOT gona eat.

(You can't trick me with yr growls Mr Stomach)

CHONG PLESE SLAP YRSELF 457457875 WHEN U SEE THIS.

yadaa yada.

and nichs ar, so you let me down by not turning

up la. thanks so much for making me rush hme

by taking a cab which cost me 7bucks la.

So we're gna play Limbo rock instead ? HA

anyhows, i've been totally drained out

by the weekly tests and so on i tell you.

lit test for me today. it was okay i guess.

chem and a maths test next week.

JUST STAB ME NOW LA. -snorts

rainne;

hey long time no see. whats your url anyway huh?

rhons;

OH YES YES. I MISSED U TONS TOO. remember our date next

week okay? (: dont forget to bring...you know. HAHA

lionel;

so you think u say like that very cool la right. LOL

wth is hogwash? do u want to replace that lips with yrs

instead cowbagg?

poke;

WALAO EH. WHAT FATASS? I DID LOSE WEIGHT ALSO

WADDDDDDDD. AYE! u takecare.

2005-02-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

the once bedazzling pink stones are

now nothing more than just a handful of of rusty

greyish pink stones.

I think maybe this time round, what is made wrong

will be made right by itself.

Like before, I'll do the guessing(again) anf you'll

sit and silently mock at my ignorance.

2005-02-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEETEST 15 MY BELOVED MONNSOOOOON (:

omg la. U'RE FINAAALY 15! waaha

okay la, i know today u dint get to received

yr presents from me.

I PROMISSSEE I WILL GET OKAES?! HAHA

2005-02-19T16:36:00.000+08:00

My blog's awfully dry, dirty and mundane huh?

U come back once every few days and it remains unaltered.

Anyway, I've been thinking about

closing it down, since it is as good as non-existant.

But in the course of that, I'll just have a short update. =))

Cheeky me. Lol.

By the way, I can't see my 2

wonderous pictures and I'm bothered. Help?

2005-02-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

valentine's day is so so overrated.

look at the incredulous prices flowers are

being sold. at, check out the many people who

show of what they get from their other half-

the big bouquets of rose, gigantic lilies and soft toys etc.

so perhaps i'm jealous.(a little)

but still, who doesn't agree that the florists are out

for your limbs?

but okay, i don't mind flaunting my candies and

whatevers. anyhow, i got tons and tons of

candies and blah blah.

I wished i could accuse everyone of trying to

make me obese than ever. haha

I'm surfing friendster now. TUT

why is it that some people wana go

ard bit****** and some people wana how vain

and some people wana act how act?

as in those top view kind. -mutters

anyway, i pointed out some girls to mom and

asked her if they were pretty.

she rolled her eyes, and i hope it means that

she agree with me. :D

ayess, lazy to blog for the next few days already.

i'm home and dateless. feeling quite upset

and pathetic if these feelings

fail to cease within an hour.

lastly, i've still yet to do the links part

and everything else.

off to study study study-

2005-02-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

I spent 3 hrs or so on this so shut up

if you words aint gona be pleasing to my ears. LOL

ok lah,so i finally figured out the enetation

thingo. cool shit

anyhows, i'm shagged currently.

seeing stars due to too much PC intake.

gotta run. ((:

gabe;

yes yes, i finally figured out. in your dreams, ill help

you do your blog i tell you.

xue;

oh same here, i'm so geeting sick

of the tagboard. so there it goes, my very own

masterpiece! HAHA. but however, the links

part is still under construction. U TAKE CARE TOO!

2005-02-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

hello again, did anotherround

of vday shppg today with hoohoos.

got a couple of stuffs from artfriend then

skipped to town. my two darrs can see the artistic

talent hidden in me all this while on monday. LOL

At last i found my earstuds i've been searchin

for decades laa. YAYY!

valentines day is ccooming and i barely can wait!

oh yes, i'm craving for benandjerry's ice cream

like one fart now u know. anyone care to treat me

one nowwwww? -giggles

and you know what, I TALKED TO NAJIP ALI!

hmmm, like what-so-big-deal right ? HAHAA

off to work on the presents- BYE BYE

2005-02-11T11:21:00.000+08:00

boink boink boink. day hasnt been good for me today.

oh wells, play-by-play. came to school

pretty early today and i felt

like walking outta the backgate. harhar

and thanks to my lenses, I barely concentrated

throughout the lesson. x)

so there's also tons of tests lining

up next week i tell you, just after cny ?!

doesnt make any sense eh.......ughhh

ok, skipped to ps then to town

after school with hoo hoo.

Did our vday shopping, there's like

so many nicenicecutecute things ard

for vday laaa. but because i need

retail therapy currently, must as well forget it.

at least i bought home some prezzies

for darrs and schmates ok :D

and will you please, if you dont mind,

stop treating me like --, cause i really am--

whenever you-- about me.and it drives me nuts

when you are --and -- cause i just wana --for--.

thankyou very much.

oh heck, emotions on the run.

2005-02-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

hi. I've had a very exicting day indeed. VER-RY.

came only at 2plus in the morning ffrom this temple with mum.

flopped onto mum's bed and fell asleep immediately.

paternal gran;s place first.

ate there and all. some distant relatives came,

and I kinda like my paternal side of the family.

it's like, my cousins- they all 18? 20?

mommy then started becoming chummy with this

cousin of mine. ayees whaattteevver

I received no 40bucksperredpacket red packets.

how saddening but i went over to my maternal gran's place

and chilled after that.

and I ate only a meal the entire day ;D hurray!

okay, i dont think I'm quite myself right now. sigh

I'm still pondering if i should go to school on fri....

how lame is it to go for one more day before

the weekend. HOW VERY LAME HUH?

I'll probaly spent the 8hrs or so to doing more

constructive stuffs like suntanning and jogging and swimming

and playing bad. harhar

it's a sporty feeling i get every once in 2 years.

oh and may i add, it wasn't what i thought it was

and it will never be what i thought it was.

Im feeling so tired suddenly. goodnight all

happy chinese new year.

go ahead and stuff yourselves -snuggles

hole in my head; i'm blasted

2005-02-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

AND I WONDER WHY I BOTHER TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH

POEPLE WHO TREAT ME LIKE THEIR VENTIING OUTLETS

AND AFTER THEY HAVE RANTED, RAVEN ENOUGH, BACK

TO THEIR HAPPY LIVES. THEY TRAMPLE ON ME LIKE A DIRT BAG'

ON THE FLOOR. THE BLOODY CYCLE STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN

WHEN THEY'RE ARE UNHAPPY.YET I CAN'T WALK AWAY FROM

THESE FRIENDS..CAN I?!

Hello, I was bloggin halfway when the pc shut down on me.

luckily, I only typed two senteces (:

Ohyes, cny celebration in school today was boring like fart pls..

The taxi company should also consider creating more

taxis so that people will not spent half of the day waiting for

a one damn cab to come.

Anyhoos, I've big red welts on my arms and everywhere, thanks to

the angry mosquitos, not pretty for new year already lahhhhhhhhhhhh :(

SW was also at my house just now laa...

how handsome does she wants to get ? -grins

alritey, gotta run to help mommy. bye bye.

2005-02-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

Geo quiz was bad.

reason being, I had left my marianne chong

under my desk ytd when the quiz is today.

lame shyt la.

Owells, at least I managed

to pull throught the social studies test.

Had literature lesson today for 2 straight

periods and i almost died.

all i really felt like doing was to plop onto the wooden

stools and sleep.

Mrs stubbins just had to drone on and on and

i casually ignored her anyway.

Thankfully, I got throught went 1.45pm came (:

dearie partneer and I were blasting

songs in her mp3 once aagain.

It seems to me that she doesnt fancy

greenday at all okayes! -GRRRRRRR

tons of homework piled up for me over the weekend pls.

excluding my tuition homework that is. -mutters

just watch me die...

cny's nearing and I only got myself

blouses and more blouses.

zero bottoms. thank god towning for me

and mommy tml.

V'day is coming alright.

I reckon i'll just coop myself at home that day.

others can go spend with their loved ones.

every year is the same anyway.

anyone care to join me? =)

2005-02-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

Today's very irritable.

my blouse was somehow not

soft enough u see. It was too rough and hard.

HAHAHA

Mayb by adding some softener works ....

Did I also mention english period today

was such a pain in the ass?

The white clock just cannot get along with

the cheena-disgusting-bimbotic "her".

(no mentioning of name here, just in case i get charged for libel)

-giggles

So there, the clock came smashing

down again for the 2nd time already.

do agree with me, there's some sort

of bad aura whenever she comes in.

A maths test today was not bad.

Though I found out a mistake or two already.

okay, reality check- tons of homework not done;

Social studies test and geo quiz

for me tml.

I'm outta here.

the chemistry we felt so true was shit ;

2005-02-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hello world.
Diet plan's failing miserably.
I'm under depression because of that.
If i'm not wrong cny is just a few days
away. Dangit
A maths test for me tml.
gotta roll my chair back very soon.
Disgressing. I've chunks of tasks to be completed :(

darrduck;
WELL WELL, i bet u can't say much about this
blog skin now la right ? HAHAHA

gabriel;
you really suck major i swear. -laughs. go ahead and get the sticks
for all I care. Oh yes, pls do rem, all your stupid false accuses of me liking
this and that. GOODNESS, i'm surprised i didn't smash your face into the mirror please!

2005-01-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

My tagboard is not working ?! FART.

Yes yes. I've decided to change my template for good soon,

once i'm free again that is.

Alritey, off to spoil my braincells.

Study study study.

2005-01-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

" Dont be too sorrow(ful) over an incident. Brace yourself."

I got this very sweet advice from a butter

biscuit i ate just now.

The white note with magical words in it.

So, i'm bracing myself for good. HAHA

OKAY ANYWAY,

I FINALLY WENT SHOPPING TODAY!

chinese new year 's coming and i've only

got for myself like 3 tops

from mango , that's all.

bottoms? none... ....

But nvm, there's still sufficient next week right ? (:

Oh yes, i conclude pasta cafe sells good karage.

2005-01-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

Lazy day at school today.

Bummed around, listened little, what's new ?

Had 2 periods of english language and it's

disgusting.

Test results are all almost out.

I'm pleased with the results i got for

e maths quiz, bio and chinese.

So we had geography test today, and we only

had 30 fffriggin` mins to complete

the paper. FART.

Did one chinese asessment today whilst singing

along to Boulevard Of Broken Dreams.

Mayb that's the reason why I

never completed it. -gulps

Cousin is coming over to stay tml till Sun.

Like how can i ever study for my social studies

test lah ?

He's darn irritating...and I mean the ultimate. PFFTT

I LOVE LOVE LOVE GREENDAY =)

2005-01-25T19:39:00.000+08:00

The abrupt yet lurid quarrel almost led to many dire measures.
However, we still managed to stand tall and overcome
this dismaying grabber.
We talked some random shits over the phone
yesterday.
After hanging up, i thought alot.
And yeah, really helluvalot. (:

Okay, gotta run.
Bye Bye.

Trust me, I'll definitely find an eraser, elephantine
enough to rub away the unstable securities you've possessed for me;

2005-01-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

He's gona be the birthday boy tml (:

There's a bitter taste in my mouth just seeing his name

on my msn contact list. Yuck

I've been home the entire day and i'm bored bored

bored.

Supposed to have dinner with vadss today alright.

I thought, just as well....

but decided not to later on, because the

thought of my chem test on monday freaks me

out totally.

I definitely need some sorta retail therapy

currently.

Making my already- very-empty- wallet feel

emptier.

Bored outta my pants now.

Sheesh.

Maybe what they say are right after all;

2005-01-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

I saw and damn aqua today in the bus.
I could have died of laughter
in the bus.
And i tell you, its a disgusting ah pekk. (",)
2 pendants earrings pierced in his ear,
Had gucci sunglasses on, clad with red woolen long sleeve top
and black tight fittin bottom. that's bad enough
already aint it ?
but worst till......he wore this silver heels
that are almost 10cm high ?!
HOLY COWS AND BALLS!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and yes, my tummy aches like shyt nw.

I ate macs for lunch.
I reckoned ive got totally no bloody sense
of self control too u know. I'm gorging myself like fart everyday.
So lose what body weight u tell me ? -STAMPS FOOT
Oh well, staying back in school tmr
for some lameshyt house meeting and
nyaa briefing ;( How on earth am I going to
find time to get the present........

i wanna be standing at the beginning with you;

2005-01-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

We call ourselves the "gabrielgalss"

HAHAHA! SICK PLS. LOL

2005-01-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

School was heinous, I swear.
The teachers are all out to get massacre us or something.
I mean, the amount of homework I'm receiving? DANG!
plus theres countless of
common tests coming up lah.
So here's what lining up.........

Wed---Bio + Eng
Thur--Chinese + summary
Mon--Chem
Tue--Geography

AHHH. cow balls.
Oh yes, our class is intending
to wash cars
to help raise funds for the tsunami victims thingy (:
WE ARE THE GOOD SAMARITIANS OKAY! har har
signed up for achery today pleasee.

they say it's boring but i think otherwise though.

I'll prolly just shoot someone in the head. who knows ?

Many things we feel ; many issues we know.
But all we do is smile; and hide them all away... ...

I'M LOVIN IT =) EVAD--LOL

2005-01-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

My thoughts are a little fragmented the
past few days ;
So he finally realised
it's time to come home
after holidaying in china for 2 freaking months.
Pfft. shant' mentioned it here.
Anyway, school is as usual
this week just that bloody stomachaches
just keep ocurring now and then. UGH

It's the time of the night,
where the pain's flooding my entire
atmosphere once more.
Just every single sentimental song on my playlist
reminds me of your face.
Solemnly, I sat there asking myself - but why?

I cannot go on anymore ; i'm just so tired

2005-01-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

The lions are the champions !! SQUEALS*
and history is repeating itself after
like how many donkey years la.

GOH TAT CHUAN;
HORRIBLY
DISGUSTINGLY
ULTIMATELY CUTE PLEASE (:

Agree agree ?!

If you think u know me, look closer ;

2005-01-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hello, once again. =)

School started off dreadful just on

the first day.

After learning that STUBBINS was

our form teacher, seriously,

i was on the verge of heaving please.

Imagin hearing an aust accent 24/7 throughout. AHH... ...

Literature from now on is also gona be taught

by the blonde. dangg it!

i've already got my refresher packed

earlier on anyway. cheers

All I can conclude is - my perception of certain

issues have changed a great deal.

For the better, that is :)

2005-01-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

I declare i'm a horned lizard! =)

Forget about beating me u doofballs.

2005-01-01T10:41:00.000+08:00

Folks, Happy 2005! ;)

Dang it ; This mornin's rain was enough

to take over the role of my alarm

clock please.

Plus this nutcase

fire bell ringing non-stop the whole morning .

RING STOP RING STOP (-_-)"

School officially begins on Monday ;

and i'm still stuck with the darn

chi brochure not done.

intend to do it this morn and great, the book

went missing HAHA. pleaded my mum

to ferry me to saihoo's house. chuckles

i've seeen our new holding school. dammit

How LKK can it be ? they told me the toilets

are eerie without concrete ceilings ?! AH!

that pathetic bustop is also miles and milees away

from the school.

OHH. new year cleb was okay I guess.

excluding the rain.

all had countdown in the bad hall in the end. lameshyt

after which we headed to geyland for

DURIANS! I'm not a fan of durian mind you.

i ate mangostteeens. heh

All then stayed over and turned in at 5am.

Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise were starring

in this vampire show. thrilling show to watch.

I swear Brad is trendmendously

ultimately HOT!

I'm gona continue growing and

soon ; I'll shine like a

newly polished gem ;)

2004-12-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

AGU. he played freaking well yesterday right.

the lions the lions. cool shit.

they're getting into the finals i swear.

I helped mum packed some old clothees,

blankets and stuff yesterday

night. turned out to be like 3

bags in total. Not alot...but at least,

I know i did my part and

not feeling so helpless seeing

shots of rotting carcasses lying everywhere right .

sick though but uhh. never mind .

my heart felt condolences to those who

lost their precious loved ones too .

More than a hundred Singaporeans missing still .

will they be found safe and sound ? i really hope so .

lets all pray that everyone will do just fine =)

On a lighter note, tomorrow's the new

year already .

Is it counting down with the rest or

be a good sweetie and countdown

downstairs with my aunties and uncles ??

Ill see... ... But sis` will be going .

So i guess its not fair if my mum allows her

and not me aight ? Sigh.

WHTEVER.

Life's gonna be pretty hectic

when school reopens in like 3 days time .

The final year has finally approached

and ill be turning 15 in no time. [ BIG DEAL] Ha .

Events in 2004 also did drained me out

but it has also made me grow into ways

that i never thought I would establish.

sounds cliche eh ? Lol

It's certain that only He knows

what's install for me

and i've decided to follow wherever

He's gonna lead me to. It's a tough decision,

giving up all that I used to love.

And I guess here is where trust and faith comes in :)

2004-12-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

bling bling
i finally figured out why cant
i sign in after unable to blog
for 34838440 days . bargh
i meddled with some cookie stuff
and guess what? it worked.
i'm a computerexpert. ha ha

many things happened recently.
i should just pin out a few .
xmas day was uber fun...mmmm
eh no. christmas eve i mean.
had my buffet as usual at a diff
restuarant this time.
the headed to town to meettttttt my
dars. i went there alone from carlton can.
ORCHARD WAS PACKED LIKE
SHIT. mostly bangladeshs and disgustings ah bengs.
seriously, i was lost then.
u must be wondering how can i get lost in town right?
muhaha. but thats what exactly happened.
i saw nothing else in the streets but ah bengs playing
with those party sprays.
and they just had to spray on me on purpose. pig heads.
thank god anyway, i managed to squeeze my way through
and found myself with the rest. =)
had countdown later on. ayes. not any better.
had to bear with some stinko-ness coming from
those pu neh nehs. sheeeshh.
put that aside, we got to hear strikeforce ramming on their
drums lah. so, fair enough.
sadly, some of us got touched by some pervertic morons please!
rahh. shant mentioned.

caught the last train.
dars got freaked out by daryl's cold "scary" stories.
how lame. heh
daryl also claimed i caused him to take the taxi back
from yck. cowbagg.
aight. thats basically what happened on xmas evee.

back from town not long.
and greatt.
i joined in the mango crazy sale.
no diff from pasar malams pls.
clothes cluttered at corners.
and the queue stretched till outside. haha
50% .... thats why.
a top from mango is all that i have with me at the end
of the day. which only caused me 19 bucks.

saw the news and papers
for the past 2 days... ...
more than a thousand victims suffered...
some even below the aged 12.... stomachs bloated up and stuff
countless of innocent lives being taken just
because of a bloody idiotic "sea monster" ? crap
and worst still, theres more to come even.
saddening aint it?
and of course, city harvest church also had
sent a humanitarian aid team there (:

2004-12-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

fiona- haha. u sua ku girl.

of course i put the sentence there is

to tell people to click there mah.

only you will think otherwise. LOL. (:

my body aches like shit now please! barggh

the whole day not a proper

place to rest or even sit on.

as my whole house is covered

with those stupid newspapers.

painting work is going on pretty well though.

my room got painted light and dark purple.

exactly what we wished for. it's cool to

sleep in a purple room tonight.

poor me. trying to figure out how on earth do

i post pics in entries. so as

to hao lian my beautiful gorgeous room ;)

can someone please give me a clue?

havent really started my christmas

shopping yet. but at least ive already

done my planning and stuff. so phew

it's gona be a last min thing i swear.

me and darl is definetely not gona finished our

spree on tue lah.

and what pisses me off is that

it seems like my homework can never be

completed. dang. i think the commonwealth

essay suck the most can.

right right. this shall be the entry

for the day. off i go to sleep.

in that room of mine.

2004-12-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.uberture.com/uberculture/events/crave04/default.asp

oh well, VOTE FOR JOANNE LAH. =)

haha. if she wins this part, means she got

the "Most popular lady" award.

and that also means

she can get a new handphone.

and with that new handphone she has,

she promised to give me her cureent handphone please! =)

i dont care so much any more. as long as its not

a buang buang model.

PLEASE DO VOTE FOR HER. FOR THE SAKE OF MY HANDPHONE.

MUAHAHAA.

2004-12-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

how ma fan can changing a new blog skin
be please.!
i sat in front the stupid com for 2 straight hours lah.
it's either my eyes are like goldfish ones or
maybe kin walkerman's pair of bloody
big eyes. heh... ...
and yay-ness ! a brand new look.
how's it guys ?
mooballs rate it 4.5/5 . HAHA
just because he dont know there's those
question marks on greenday's head. kuku brain please.

MY DARLINGS ARE BACK! =)
at least i wont be feeling so lonely
now that they're back.
i cant wait for the sleepover ... ...
regardless of wheater is it just 2 nights or even one. ((:
AS LONG AS WE CAN SLEEP TOGETHER LAH.
( squeezing on the same bed! ) cow bag.

how time flies too huh?
school's reopening very soon too.
why why ............
i've not even read up most of the new textbooks
my mum kept nagging me to do so.
needless to say, even enjoyed enough. SIGGHHH.
can someone please extend the holidays
for one more month ?!
nahh. how about 1 more year. just ONEEE MOREEE.
that's good enough ;)

my room is also going to turn PURPLE next week pls
by then i guess the painting of my house and stuff
will be ready by then. heh.
purple is just "da colour" for me now i guess.

2004-12-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

I just reached home not long.
finally had a chance to go
towning with my two honeeyyss!!
duckie wanted to get tees , tees and more tees.
and ended up gettin cheated of
40 over cow bucks. for this kuku brand pair
of jeans, that is obviously NOT worth that much lah.
in total she also spent a bombb of more than 80 bucks
in a day. 0_0
and me, came home empty handed.
got this pants and tops in mind anyway.
those shall wait till i go out gai-gai with mum soon ;)

my two precious ones are also going off

for church camp tmr . and I'M NOT GOING!!

bargh. once again im sure gona miss them for 2nights.

little cousin of mine was here to stay last night also.
he's irritating to the max lah. pinch me
again like dont know how many times.
kick me in the face while squeezing
with me on my bed. pester me to
play with him neopets. sigh. i'm glad he's gone
home. and i just remembered that
i'm going out with him and aunt
again tmr for christmas with kranks. Dang!
cant believed i actually agreed this
morn. i was in a rush that's why. ughhh.
Can i say no now?

going downstairs for gymming with
that guy very soon too.
i've also come out with this plan.
to go swimming 3 times a week and
once to the gym.
and i'll consider going on vegetarian
every meal . ill bet it works lah.
into getting those lump of disgustiing fats off
my body. i'm determined. really.
aight. either before xmas or at most
before sch reopens.

and talking about school. it makes my bloood
boil . cowballs.
i just heard that our LAO LEE principle changed
the desigh of our school uniform
once again. DAMMN HER TO THE CORE.
now our future belts are just going
to be right below our chest. around there.
OH PLEASE LAH. and worst thing, regardless
of the size u purchased, it will still be the same.
ttell me does she suck major ??
i'm definetely gona stick to my old pinafores, that's for
sure. provided if i dont gain
much weight dduring the holidays . phooeey
ill just hang myself dead if i ever wear thosse buang buangg
new pinafores then.

2004-12-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so movin' on

Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
since you been gone
Dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
And all you'd ever hear me
say
Is how I picture me with you

2004-12-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

just had my lunch. porridge that is. haha.
going off for tuition with sihui
very soon. after my blog for the day ;)

just this morning i was downstairs with sis
and friends soaking in teh water for 2 hours.
i swam 10laps and gave up. hahaa.
thereafter, i found myself in the
jacuzzi. hee hee.
oh yes yes! yesterday's match was
a draw again! 0-0 against indonesia. cowballs.
i'm starting to think that our spore team is
not really very pro after all huh.
missed 2747374 goals. run like a moutain tortise.

run halfway opponent snatch the ball also

dont know. jeez.

aight. better go get ready for smurf's lesson (:

2004-12-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

beep beep. i've uploaded some pics.

it's all me and me only lah. (:

leaving for town soon to meet mummmy!

HAHA. yay. im gona show her the

top im dying to have from

topshop later. then we'll have dinner. (:

one hour from now before i leave.

so i'm using my time wisely to

come blog for the day. haha.

stayed up till 2 plus last night.

was catching the TIGER CUP!!

hahaa. spore is goodddd.

though not very. but they tried

their best though.

1-1 against vietnam. that long hair guy called indra.

haha. and ugh. we could have scored more goals

please. cos of the daarn coach.

alam shah came in 2 mins before the match

ended. geeks!

we all know he's so so pro. sigh.

alam alam alam.

darling fiona's back.

miss her heaps for the past 12 days.

and she's finally back! ha-ha!

i thought we could hang out tmr.

but sad....she cant. danngg.

but nevvermind. all we have is time. ;)

shall go and catch my smurfs now anywae. tata.

2004-12-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

darling duck will be back tomorrow (:
playing with this marquee thing
monsoon taught me. LOL. i like...

2004-12-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

havent's really been blogging

much the past few days..

firstly, nth much happened except

for yesterday. (:

secondly, i was too drained out

from eeveything. shant mentioned

it here anyway.

school homework and all sucks.

it seems like no

matter how much i touched,

it's just endless. ugh.

and ive also misplaced some of those

shit hw. dammit.

today is no exception too.

idleing around the whole day.

seeing my sis getting things

done and preparing

for the big day (prom) tonight.

sheesh..i cant wait for my turn please.

it seems fun. ahaha.

i cant wait for xmas to come la.

and my darling fiona to come back home.

im missing her manyyyyy manyyy.

and when she's back, yay!

at least there's someone to do hw with

it the library. hurhur.

one more thing. i seriously nida

get my arse down to town real soon.

i've not even buy a single xmas presents.

or rather, think bout what im gona get. rahh.

theres a hundred and one things i wana get

but limited $$. danggg.

i've already got my chirstmas wish list done

up. haha.

am i a good girl this year? mmm. i think i was. LOL. *grinns*

imagin if santa come knocking at my

window cluthing this huge red bag filled with

presents in his hands on christmas day.

geeks. im gona be the happiest girl in the whole

worlddddd man. wahaha. ((:

2004-12-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

this afternoon was down at the pool

with sis.

LOL. we made a fool outta ourselves lah.

i was dunk in the water a

million times and

my nose just got flooded with

many many water.

then we took turns holdin each

other legs and we played

the choo choo train. ha.

its been ages since

we last had this much fun together. really. (:

helluva of a crap man.

and yay, today weather was good even

after the slight drizzle.

managed to get my tan back please.

haha.

MY WISH CAME TRUE!

TAUFIK DA SINGPORE IDOL..

wheee. aint that superb?!

bhaha. my charmingggggg one.

though he's a malay, he sang really really

well yesterday. all the taufik fans out there

must agree with this . ha.

BOOOOOOO!!!. and

of course, sly definetely doesnt fits the idol title at

all. that ah beng and buay song

look of his. OH PLEAASE. get off that

damned stage. he cant sing except

for some rendition of jay's songs.

that's exceptional though.

hahahahah. tonight confirm theres those

sly fans waiting outside at my doorstep.

hands clutchin this parang each.

my mum's just so racist.

she was banging the table all the way

after the results was out.

MUM: " HOW CAN THAT AHPUNEHNEH

BE IDOL? HE'S A MALAY LEH...ONLY KNOW

HOW TO SING MALAY SONGS ONE"

cowbag. she just detest alll the other races

in the world except for chinese.

but too badd. facee the fact man.

TAUFIK- MY IDOL . THE SPORE IDOL!

muahahaa.

finally, towning tomorrow with rit.

i can't wait! my eyes are already

laid on these mambo skirt ive beenyearnin for

eons. and not forgetting, getting ready

for xmas prezzies. (:

darl fiona will be back in 5 days time.

i swear we're going out very soon.

then finally, shite won can unites......

2004-12-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

GOD sent me an angel.

I was walking along a country road one calm and cloudy day
Feeling down about the problems that had seemed to come my way

My pain was very great and my tears I could not hide
And was calling God to help me as I was hurting deep inside

I then thought about what I've believed and how I've rarely called
For sometimes I have wondered if God were there at all

As I lifted up my head and looked down that road a spell
I spotted someone coming - from the distance hard to tell

As he got a little closer I could then see all the signs
Of someone who'd been down that road quite a number of times

His clothes were old and dusty and his shoes were pretty worn
But there seemed a glow about him - at least I could have sworn

His face appeared real friendly as he peered up in the sky
He said, the weather is pretty calm today, hope the rain will pass us by

He first talked about the weather, but there seemed to be much more
That we both had in common, except for what we wore

He started talking about his life and the places he had been
And he spoke as if he knew me, like we were next-of-kin

From the problems that he had, to the happy times he found
Our likeness was uncanny and was becoming more profound

We had so much in common - I couldn't believe how much alike,
That I decided to tag along, we continued on our hike

He said he's from all over and his name was just like mine,
And hoped one day that we would meet as he had a real short time

I was feeling sort of baffled, as we went on with our walk
But he had held my interest, so I listened as he talked

He said, I know you're hurting - as your life has been so hard
But it seems today that you found God, where once you'd disregard

From the point that I was calling and was asking for God's hand,
Is the point where he had first appeared, as this was in God’s plan

He said to take more time for prayer - that I could bend God's ear
That He is always listening, and He is always near

God knows about my struggles but better times will be ahead,
As long as I keep believing and will no longer be mislead.

We then turned onto a sidewalk and now very close to home,
And it was then it struck me that I was suddenly now alone.

This stopped me in my tracks and I began to call his name
And it was then I understood, why to me that day he came.

I then realized God had heard me, as my Angel He then sent
To relieve me of my worries, and all my discontent.

Today I pray more often and feel blessed with my God's Love
As He was there and listening - and sent an Angel from above

2004-11-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

It's a boring day.

was at sihui's house today
in the morning.
got a call from her.
shes home alone since her
dumb maid went a holiday. to indonesia that
is. haha. wth?
sheesh. hope she never comes back.
was helping out in the bathing
of her dog. it's quite fun lah.
though i got wet a few times..
but ug. nevermind.
stayed there not long before
i was making my way back home.. -.-
how boringg can my life get?
however, those 3 pratas that i ate did
cheer me up abit though. bahhaa.

spore idol tomorrow. yay-ness!
ahhh. at least that's something
to look forward to riight. teehee (:
oh yes, TAUFIK IS MY IDOL!
definitely not sly please. phooey.

2004-11-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

Does anyone ever pity me?

i wana work no more man.

though you may think that givin

out those shit phamplets is the easiest

job ever exists.

that's a BIG NO-NO.

that only applies for me only though. haha.

my first day of work.

i swear i was a big time loner.

i screweed everything up pleasse.

shan't say it here la. it's too maluatin. (:

i was given 57658612004 thick

stacks of lousy quality paper.

and worse still, that LAM gave me

this really really orbiang mooncake

paper bag to contain those stuff.

oh pleaseeeeee lah!

had to carry that bag up the bus and i felt

as if the whole world is marvelling

what am i doing with this

brandless mooncake paper bag. ahh.

and finally, i reached my destination.

i hobbled my way to the station.

there i stood like an idiot.

hesitatin if i should start getting things movin

or i should just sit at a place and

rot till 8pm comes.

right. i decided. i shall earn my

18 bucks a day properly.

and be moree responsible lah. LOL.

i waited till the station was less crowded.

and bang. i flied to my position.

uh. it sucks. 1 min left till the after-work-crowd

came strolling in.

i knew i was dead. i had to bear out

a fake smile pls.

constantly i tell myself, its gona be over soon.

haha. after like an hour, finally jean got used

to it. i was less afraid.

i know im weak la. my first time working

alone. natural what. bahah. ((:

some refuse to take it.

kids came running forward requsting

for some.

seconds later, i soon found out

those phamplets were

transformed into

paper aeroplanes. geeks.

how funny. but anyway, LIKE I CARE?!

yesterday was my 2nd.

was feeling so very much better

after monsoon came along. (:

i practically bribed her. 8bucks. LOL.

almost half of my pay one day man

but ayeee. nvm lah.

she spent it on food in the end. dang!

she was bored while waiting.

so she decided to helped out.

and things turned out

really funny.

we cracked jokes while

giving out. haha.

she claims she gave out more than me.

nahhhh! NEVER! IM MORE EXPERIENCED

LAH!

8.15. we stopped.

caught a bus back to the outlet and

purchased our

fav yummy durian puffs etc. haha.

i got my pay for the day then. hurray.

went back to northpt and there,

i finally found the geometry

art cheek compact from red earth.

was looking for that for aggggess! tteehee.

next, we both agreed to head back home.

monsoon had to meet her mum

so yes. monsoon accompanied me

in the bus.

haha. we were back to our old self

once again.

we laughed like nobody's business.

we talked as loud as we could.

and played lame jokes on each other.

hmm. thanks darl for all the fun that i had. =)

mum said we shall go to m'sia for dinner

tonight. how lame.

2004-11-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

in 3 hours time, im leaving to
find where the
ulu pandan emicakes outlet is
in yishun before
i start the job. pooo.
ALL ALONE.
how if theres this lao ah pek interested in
me? LOL.
ahhh. ill show to them my poweress then.
darl fiona taught me some kickboxing
and kungfu. i can put that into good
use tonight. if theres some chi ko peks
that is. whahaa. measure the thickness
of my skin. it's 5cm thick. wahah.
and how if those idiotic passer-bys refuse
to take my brochures?
oh well. ill give them a striaght stare
and threatened to
burn their house down if they
still refuse to take it.
hahahahaha. that's soo nice of me. (:

and sadly..in about 8+ hours time,
my darling fiona is leaving for zhong guo.
boo hoo hoo.
i hope she misses me as much as
i do. tee hee (:
and buy as much presents for me
as she can. hahhaa
i want a chi hua hua from there ah.
a real one. (: bahaha.

oh and hey guys. emicakes is having
40% off for all cakes okayy!
hahaa. especially their durian
puffs. woa.
tonight ill pretend acting innocent
and hunngry.
hopefully the lao ban niang take that.
and then tadaaaa!
one whole box of durian puffs
right infront of me.
whahaa.

2004-11-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

had bible study with my 2 darls and leila at mac.
big breakfast for me this morn. ha.
learnt bout the holy spirit etc. (:

thereafter, met up with sis and bf at ps.
helped her with the pics needed for her
a level art exam. borin la. was meeting
monsoon and pokee for the show after their band.
waited and waitted at breadtalk.
and tadaa. they came strolling in
totally forgettin that they were 15mins late. haha.

ahhh. tried those drums today.

oh how cool can it get pls!!! i felt excactly

how mrs travis would be. =)

hahaa.

dammitt. i gettttingggg ittttttt lah.

before the movie started, we 3
claimed we needed to
clear those bladdeers of ours.
haha. oh we just cant wait to see shutter.
sis and her bf waited outside. hee.
lemme begin. the whole freaking 96 mins
we were screaming like shit.
except for some parts we laughed like
mad. hahaha.
that stupid ah cham still selling her goreng pisangs.
LOL. THAT DAMN GAY WITH PURPLE NAILS PLS.
ahhh. i was huggin monsoon and grabbin her
arm throughout.
hahaa. looks who talkin huh?
i was actually the one who insists wwe should
watched the show by hook or by crook.
and durin the show, i wanted to
leavee so badly.
that girl with those blooody eyes.
ahhh. SICK LAH.
sis kept remindin us to shut our gaps
when we screamed.
EH. DUH RIGHT!. SHE GOT HER GUY
BESIDE HER WHAT. WE DONT HAVE LAH.
too bad then. haha.
so my darl was the only
thing i can grabbed whole of besides my
bag. (:
bahh. darl caught me shivering too
even at parts which is not at all scary. teee heeeee.
it ended quite lame actually huh.
what was that girl still doing on his pork head
even after netra was cremated.
RUBBISH CRAP.
for all things dont sit go cling on his head.
hahaha. cowbag.

shutter ended. met up with rachel.
walked till leila came.
then i flied homee.
as i expected, nikk was in the bad court.
LOL. hitting the shuttlecock up and down
with his racket.
haha. i swear he was a big time loner
just now.

oh well, gona the job tmr.

giving out phamplets till sat for 3

hrs each day. hah.

im seriously broke.

DARLING FIONA! ILL MISS YOU LOADS!

2004-11-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

GOD OUR SAVIOUR!

Jesus could look at a crowd of people angry at his claims to share God's nature and ask,

"Which of you can point to anything wrong in my life?"

Even more amazing is that none of them could give a reply!

No human being has ever lived a sinless life, except for Jesus.

John 8:28-29 "So Jesus said, 'When you have lifted up the Son of Man,

then you will know who I am and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me.

The one who sent me is with me;

he has not left me alone, for I always do what pleases him.'"
John 8:46-47 "Can any of you prove me guilty of sin?

If I am telling the truth, why don't you believe me?

He who belongs to God hears what God says.

The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God."

2004-11-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

oh well. today's been fine.
except that this few days it has been
rainin pigs and horses. booo. bad bad.
the sun was like on and off today morn.
today i din swim much.
only managed 6laps and a tan fer awhilee before
i was grreeted by those pigs and horses.
haven't really touched my hols hw yet
tooo lah. ugh.
those stack and piles of hw are friggggin irritating.

bahha. im feeling supper guilty today.
had been stuffin myself with
jeeely, snacks, old chang kee puffs and
4 packs of ribeeena excluding
my dinner later on and my lunch. dang.
c'mon tell me im a pig. go on......
stuffin myself with junk just put my mind
away from other stuffs. likeee....ahh...u 2 darls would know.

next, there's also this mysterious person
who claims to be "kelvin" recently.
if u're reading this, i reckoon i dont know any
one by the name of kelvin. (:
and ill go to church if i can too.
thanks for your concern anyway.

rahh. my happy fish show is airing
right now on tv. ha. im gona roll there
in a few seconds time. tee heee.
---------------------------------------------------------------------
and darl fiona, i still must say this. ill miss you when
u are gona be away.
ill will be looking to the day when we
can be like retards once again
in public. or lets say at wild wild wet when
ure back. haha.
dont forget some souvenirs for
me and monsoon alritttee?
*beams*

nothing can express how much i miss you.

2004-11-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

Nothin can ever express how much i miss you.

i'm really bored. the whole day.

my mood was just not there.

intended to catch "shutter" with the rest but uh

....unable to. me and duck was late.

our apologies guys.

-----------------------------------------------------------

fiona darl. thanks having a listening ear

just now. at least now i know

what are my feelings towards that

person and im feeling slightly better

now. thank you so much. (:

i'll definetely gona miss you loads when

u're away. hugs

------------------------------------------------------------

my darling monsoon.

sry for what happened

at the mrt station just now.

ill let u'll know the reasonn behind

it soon. cheerr up lah. *pinches cheeks*

aint this song so so very nice?

sigh againn. it does hurts. really.

2004-11-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

Check this out guys. read this

in a mag recently. goes mainly for those

whose prom is drawing near. =) it may sounds

disgusting though. ha.

*Body treats*

.Soothin shower gel.

- Fill a container with some

honey. For every tablespoon of honey,

add a drop of lavender essential oil.

When u're takin shower, pour

some of the honey into your palm and mix

it with some milk powder. Apply

as you would regular shower gel then rinse! (:

*Face mask*

.Removing blackheads.

- Soak a piece of cotton pad in egg-white

and cover the nose. Allow the cotton pad to

dry and harden completely, then peel it off carefully.

taddaaa. and there is your own homemade nose-strip.

easy peasy aint it.

*Hair Fixes*

.Damaged Hair.

-Blend one banana with one-third

cup of cold pressed extra virgin olive oil,

which is rich in alpha linolenic acid ( HUH?),

a natural emollient. Apply the mask to shampooed,

a towel-dried hair and put on a shower cap.

Leave it on for half an hour. Rinse your hair.

*Eye Treatments*

.Dark Circles.

- Wrap some grated raw potato and in the

cotton cloth and hold against your eyes for

15-20mins before rinsing with warm water.

THAT'S ALL FOLKS. BAHAHA. (:

2004-11-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

I'M DAMN DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

after wassting so much of my saliva,

my mum finally said i could go for svc pleaaaaasee

just for tmr. it's good enough.

better than not going. i shall continuee

all my prayers. i sure am.

ahhhhhhhhh. i'm on cloud nine. ((:

bahaha. lemme go place my tiny little bible

and book right in my bag right now. HALLELUJAH!

HEY MY PRAYERS DID WORKED. (:

2004-11-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

i woke up early today. tteehee. (:

8.45am. early? hahaa.

just to check the freakin

papers for jobs.

spotted one good one.

it's againn giving out brochures.

rahh. what rubbish.

went all the way to town with hui

just for the intervieew.

dint carry much hope at first either.

the place was at madarin arcade.

phooey. it was to help

some ulu pandan digital camera etc store

to give out those stuff.

and hey! who do they think they

are. just a puny store.

and asking us to write down our names

then give us a call back to inform us if

we get shortlisted or not?

cowbag. hah.

next, since neither of us brought the

papers. 7/11 was the only choice. heh.

found the straits time and there we were, trying

to locate all the tel numbers. witthout even buyin them,

none of them we dialled managed to get through.

sigh. off we went touring the whole of

town. it's bored like shit.

was at far east, and yay-ness.

i finally found the atticus shop lionel!

but too bad. i din buy any tee. :(

hurrrayyy. finally bridget jones diary 2 is comin!

my long awaited movie. hee.

and ahhh. i'm back from diinner.

ate not anywhere else but yck market. haha.

sweet. we met at the clubhse then decided for dinner

at yck. since my mum din cooked anyway.

and i had to settle my own dinner.

and here i am back. we walked backed

together. hah. i enjoyed dinner. =)

though it was at some pork place. (:

2004-11-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

Nothing really much to blog today.

swam 6 laps in the morn.

unable to tan since the dark look

more as though it was gona rain.

noon, sis dyed my hair teh

ash colour. dang!

it turned out to be brown instead pls.

and the brown sucks.

it's like those hair colour of lians and bengs.

sheesh. dying back purple tmr for good.

browsing thru the classified papers for jobs too.

rahh. managedd to find 2 good ones.

seelling xmas cards and the other selling

charity coupons.

sihui thought the xams cards one was good.

whatever. we'll see tmr and than decide.

who cares anyway. the pay's what we're

interested in. hah

oh yes. late noon.

me and sis were watchin the smurfs when

suddenly this loud explosion sound came.

it's either the terrorists or some

blloody idiotic bird-shooter shot right thrru

my precious window. then came the bang and the crashin

of those panes. hah. it freaked us outa of lives pls.

me and sis flied to one corner , screaming.

i thought it was a terrorist plane from above, aiiming

at sth and it misses his shot.

and sadly, it aimed at our window pane instead.

ahhh. that was crap.

the whole window pane started crackin into smaller pieces then.

the management came. taped some maskin tape to

prevent it from shatterin. wahaha.

it was damn dramatic. like those in the serial shows.

phew. i had time to take some pics

of my poor window. ((:

night came. went swimmin

with mum aagin.

my muslces were practically achin

like shit after swimmin another 7 laps.

bahaha. i serioulsy need more of

swimmin and workout.

just burn those fats of miine off lah.

2004-11-15T20:18:00.003+08:00

Heh. finaally i'm back home pls.

i miss my bed so damn muchhhh.

my 2 nights 1 day trip to m'sia was ookay i guess.

on sat i had to wake up in the wee hrs and

start getting things crackin`.

went there with mum, aunty, uncle and their son.

bahha. how boring right.

but hec lah. i was looking forward to meal

times only. then only can i have

my cereal prawn. known as "mai pian xia"

heh. whatever right.

hopped into the taxi and off wwent to my uncle's

mum house. what do i call her i dont know.

during the sstay i called her ah ma. haahha.

right. reached there and straight we went ta eat!

i tell you. m'sia food rules big time man!

it's not like spore where theres only limited places

ta eat. m'sia is just worlds apart. BIG DIFF.

basically, the whole trip is just eating and geeting

myself so bloated up. LOL.

i weigh myself today. it sucks. i swear im gona

swim every morn from now on. I AM AND I WILL.

i seriously need a diet. bahaha. but

i dont regret overeating at m'sia anyway.

just go on a diet lah! ( as if i can ) haha.

then next was the shoppin part. mum and aunty

just love hangin out "giant" so much.

there's where i bought my purple dye from.

ahh. crap. got my hair dyed purple today.

it din really turned out well though.

carn really see it currently. its in the night right now.

but still, i dont think the result was what i

expected lah. phew i only used abit to

test out first. shall do the second round

soon. hmm. we shopped at "jusco" and

city square on the firrst daay of our stay.

the first night. phooey! IT SUCKS.

the bed i slept on its like those

supeer dusty kind. like theres "ku-tus" those sort

u know. teh feeling is unbearable.

how i wished fed-ex could just send my bed there.

but ive expected it anyway.

the house its like those big big kind

worth millions in spore.

but the interior design of the house. it looks

more like a kampung.

on teh first night. i was practically freaked out like shit!

since i felt damn urgent and needed to do my

small business in the night.

i got up. and the lights were off mind you.

everybody was asleep lah.

okay. hahahaha.

i headed to the toilet.

then i stretched

my hand real far to on teh switch.

the switch is like very far away from the toilet.

the switch was on.

i got into the disgustin toilet.

the door creaked of course.

hahaa. im not trying to built up somme tension or

what soever buts its DARN TRUE!

so i just sat and urined lah. then when i wana strecthed out my

hands reachin for the

paper right. HOLYYYYY COW AND BULLS!

this black thing started to sweep

under so quickly just at the opening under

the door there OK! i tell you.

my heart skept a dozen beats lah. i was almost dead.

dont tell me it was someone or just a rat.

i remembered very clearly my specs was on.

i din even bother wipe my ass

anymore, bahahaha.

i pulled up quickly. and i kept thinkin

there was a pontianak outside ok.

i clutched t my hands together and i prayed

to GOD real real hard. the door wass still

half open. hahaaaa. i din closed fully.

hahahahaaaa. nobody see anyway right!

ok so then. i stood behind the door lah.

i was in cold sweat. i opened the door

damn slowly. look left look right.

and in just like a bolt of lightning,

my hands grabbed the switch, i flied like

dont know what and i kept saying "jesus christ jesus christ

jesus christ!" for i dont know what reason also.

the whole place was pitched dark then.

i bang the door open and slammed the door closed.

waking my mum up of course.

i told her then she was like " har. really ar? cannot

be lah. maybe its somebody outside."

her reply dint make things better.

take note " somebody outside"oh gawd!

i had enough.

hahahaha. i bet shes freaked out too.

i hide under the blanket for hrs thinkin what could tht be.

and pleaseee. something is just against me that day.

fire crackers started pooppping and popping.

WHAT THE ?

it was because it was hair raya puasa i think.

the fire crackers went on and on.

seriously, i couldt sleep.

i felt like a mouseee. but however,

i found myself waking in the mornin already.

oh yes! morn came! dammmmed.

the next night i got my mum to stand outside and

wait for me while i was havin my bath.

aahaha. who ask i must pian pian see that thing?!

u can say im childish or a scaredy cat.

i dont care. your legs will just

turn like konayaku jelly when u experienced

it yourself. wahhaa. ((:

this entry is abit long right. hahaa.

before that during the second day,

we were out shoppin aagin.

we ate durians. heh.

theres lots lah. i cant possibly write everythin here.

great. i also caught shark tale and the incredibles.

bahaha. their cinema is so so stink. :(

-shrugs- i shall end soon before this can go

on and on and on........................lalala

getting my sec 3 books tmr.

play time over. back to studyin lah.

haha. right. meanwhile,

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS POOPS! (:

i miss you (:

2004-11-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

Constantly girl you're on my mind

Girl, I think about you all of the time

And even though words are hard to say

Girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way

(Bridge)

If you keep on taking

My heart you'll be breaking

So why do you do this to me?

You know how I'm feeling

It's you I believe in

Baby can't you see that I need you?

(Chorus)

(You know that it's true)

Every time I see your face I miss you lady

(You know that it's you)

I wanna let you know you're driving me crazy

I'd do anything to help you to see

I don't think you understand what you're doing to me

(You know that it's true)

Every now and then I wanna call you lately

(You know that it's you)

I send a prayer that you'll come back to me lady

(Oh yeah)

Life ain't anything alone, can't you see?

You're an angel in my eyes

Everyday, you're closer to me

Nobody's there when I call your name (Ahhh...)

And nights are cold girl without your flame

(Nights are cold girl without your flame)

But if I could girl I'd make you see

(I'd make you see, yeah)

That I'm sorry, that I need you here with me

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

Everyday reminisce about the past

Of a love that we thought would last

How we used to be when it was you and me

How did it all disappear so fast

There are days that I can't forget

There are things that I now regret

I was there for you when you were there for me

And I was thinkin' we were set

Every night when I'm laying in my bed

I hear your voice going round in my head

Think of all the things I could have done and

All those things I could have said

I really will make it up to you

I know now what I've got to do

It took time but now I've realised how much

I'm missing you(Bridge)

(Chorus X2)

2004-11-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Bahaha! today morning i was frantically

looking for a shoppin` partner.

oh yes. within mins.

SHE CAME ONLINE!

hahaha. rightt

okays. so wwe decided

and off i go. hooooo.

basically we just shopp like maddd.

eat and of course, snap

pics.

ive uploaded new pics.

it's in the "out with her" and "2nd album

with zoey" coloumn

guys. do check it out yea. ha! ((:

lemme complain about america's next top model lah!

AHHH! firstly, the oh-so-pretty and gorgeuos

-babe, sara is out lah!

oh man. those judges,

please. they suck mmajor!

especially the 1st one who claims to be the 1st

model in us or whatever. bbah. what a show off.

haggard and for goodness sake, her boobs are sagging

way down. hopes she realised that.

and next, the 2nd jjuddge, alamak!

so hhao lian. sso what if he's the

mnanager or whatever sshit of

some kind of orh lulu jane mag.

that doesnt mean he can critisise my preety

sara. aiyah. lousy.

neext, the hairless bbotak guy.

recommend him to go for some hair care thing

at yun nam lah. with his hair

i bet he'll look more suave,

right. talking bout monday's episode,

that ssiiisssyy fella. claims he had chorograph

beyonce and others. but pls..

he's nothing but a loser. sara had problems with her knees

mister! and you tap her shoulder and elimated her 1st.

what the?!

lastly, tyra banks. overall she's ok.

but RAHHH! she's faking most of the time.

"congralutions, u're on the runnin tour to becoming america's

next top model" this part she talks like a baby pls.

cant even make out what she's saying 24/7.

she's one lassy boastful chic.

though she really got the moves and

i admit. she's a "shao bao".

hah. but without her makeup, i would not even consider

taking a second gglance a her. that's bad. :(

but cool, she cried when sara got elimated.

man. camile and mercedes should go away.

camile- thinks highly of herself. skin is super thick.

mercedes- her looks are too common though her character is

fabulous. i like her pretty much though.

ahhh. shandi, yowanna and april. my all time fav!

hahaha. allrite. ive vent all my anger out. enouggh.

BUT HEY GUYS, DONT BOTHER WATCHING ANYMORE IF

U'RE NOT SUPPORTIN YOANNA.

CAUSE YOWANNA'S GONA BE THE TOP MODEL

IN THE END. LOL.

i'm serious. i cchecked the net today.

last 3 standin- MERCEDES, YOANNA AND SHANDI

last 2 standin -MERCEDES AND YOANNA.

yoanna's damn zai lah.

2004-11-09T03:54:00.000+08:00

A - Age: -14

B - Brands usually bought: - bah usually ill go for topshop,mango or zara ones. depends i guess. (:

C - Career in future: - oh. an archeologist of course.

D - Dancing as a career: - maybe. although i cant dance. heh.

E - Easiest person to talk to: - my mum or any one of the 3

F - Favourite song at the moment: - runaway by electrico

G - Gum balls or gummy bears: - gummy bears!!

H - Hometown: - sing-a-pore

I - Instruments: - oh i know this one! the recorder and the guitar. can consider the saxophone.

but when i play, it breaks windows panes.

J - Jungle or Sea-side: - seaside.

K - Kids: - how many ar? oh well, 3 will do just fine.

L - lefty or righty - righty. hah. sounds wierd right.

M - Meat or Vegetables: - AHHH! MEAT LAH.!

N - Number of siblings: - oneeee. boooo

O - Town or Plus One - what's plus one?! rahhhh. TOWN LAH.

P - Phobia[s]: - .creepy crawlies , darkness

Q - Quantity or Quality (for anything): - quantity. wahhaa.

R - Reason to smile: - act friendly. hah!

S - Song you last sang: -

1,2 buckle my shoe!

3,4 shut the door!

5.6 pick up sticks!

7,8lay them straight

9,10 BIG FAT HAND!

heehee =)

T - Time you woke up today: - around nine

U - Unknown fact about me: - lalalalalala

V - Vegetable you hate: - those with millions of stalks

W - Worst habit: - kiao kah. [ ?? haha. legs up]

X - Xavier or Jean Grey: - neither. i prefer jean pang . (:

Y - Yolk or Egg White: - if the egg's boiled, ill have egg yolk. if not the white.

Z - Zodiac:- taurus. the cow right? or the bull? ahh. whatever.

2004-11-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

ohwell, not blogging recently,
dont intend to blog much for the next
few days too.
din went for maths class on friday. haha.
gone shoppin` with mommy again.
she was on leave.
her eyes were quite swollen after
putting 2 cucumbers
on her eyes the night before. LOL.
see lah. the result of being "ai mei".
whaha. dint bought much
except one top from topshop.
tsk tsk. dont it ryhme?
top from topshop.
bahhh. whatever. right.
feeling shit for the past few days.
down with a sore throat and cold.
it really sucks.
during meals, the food suck most.
it's plain tasteless lah. COWBAG.
having roti prata at jln kayu
later with mum. *rejoices
then, we planned to go to Little India.
haha. for the fun of it.
mum suggested i should cut
my hair from there.
OH PLEASE LAH.
later come out from the
pork saloon, my hair like cullypok.
one whole bush. NO WAY.
ahah. but mum's good.
she said i could do henna later on. cool.
meanwhile. chill everyone.

2004-11-03T13:07:00.000+08:00

Nothing really much to blog

on the past 2 days.

out of 48 hours, most of it i was

in school for lessons.

it's not gona end until next week wed pls.

oh gawwwddd!!

yesterday was total boredom i swear.

had maths lessons for 3 hours . T_T

those darn teachers were screeching

24/7 for us to shut our gaps.

first it was that mr tang

tang guy.

supposed to have our

lesson in the chapel but

man. he tried so so hard, turn left

the right to

open the door with the key

but in vain.

TANG: " i think this door is a guy lah

thats why dont't let me open"

i was just standing near him watching

how helpless he was. ahah.

TANG: " since this door is a male,

i think it needs a girl's touch so that

it can be opened."

as a result, he waves he hand

and signalled me to take over those keys.

ME: " huh? ok. i'll try."

OH PLEASE. is he lame or is he very lame?!

in the end, neither both sexes's touch

could open the door. LOL.

during lesson time,

i was sitting at the front row

oohh. tang's shirt was all wet at the back.

hahaa. he was perspiring like shit.

from both sides where his hairy armpits

were to the part close to his butt

were all soaked lah. wahha.

me and zhen could not help

but kept giggle throughout.

hmm. but overall, his lesson

was fun lah. he teaches maths crystal clear.

makes me wonder how our damn unlucky

our present class was to have that

panda teaching us maths.

TANG SHOULD TAKE OVER! *protests

haha. right.

after 1 half hour of maths, we had a

45 min break. ohh great!

the moment i've been cravin for.

aunty was selling my fav hashbrown

and nugetts! haha.

after the break it was her.

that ms wong.

she never fails to "alright" here and

there. and her breath...u know.

but overall she's not that bad either i guess.

i raised up my hands a million times

to asked her questions. wahah.

thought she would get pissed

sooner or later. but nah.

haha. she taught me

the way just as i like it. haha. ever

so patient. AHH. sshe's sure cute lah.

for her size, hairstyle and sense

of fashion. ((:

and hurray! the boredom finally ended.

zhen came over. planned

for a game of badmin but sad.

the court was fully booked.

real hard to get a slot these few days.

we decided. play com games!

haha. boring right.

i taught her the table tennis game

at http://www.miniclip.com/tabletennis.htm.

it was fun. i manage to beat

the Forest Gump !! haa.

pro me. then she helped

me with the link to imagestation. ((:

great. so now i've the "piques" coloumn.

those pics there are way back

since i last took it.

must really go upload more soon. teehee.

2004-10-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

AHH! It's a SUNDAY!!. haha.

woke up early today, hoping to watch

the service online.

however, could not view

the video as in live.

even if I click

all the options. sigh.

only audio one

was available. sad right.

HA! but I listened to it anyway.

thereafter, I had muffins for breakfast and

THE SUN WAS OUT! heh

dragged my sis down with me for a swim and tan.

even though she was mugging for her A'S.

wahaha. I only swam 6 laps and

then compete with my sis for 2 laps.

ahh. I still lost it. it will be a miracle if I ever

beat her. haha. so in total I swam 8 laps today!

C'mon. tell me I'm ever so fit and stong. whaha.

I was feeling tired by then anyway. aiyah.

it's been months since I touch the

water anyway right.

so 8 laps for the day isgood enough.

haha. and then up I go.

sis and me tanned for 1 hour.

ooh. By then the sun was hiding being the clouds.

it was just shy lah. I knew it.

there came the rain after I got up.

hahaa. lucky me right!

had my tan before the rain come pouring down.

right. noon came. It was boring.

helped my mum re-dye her hair again.

hoho. It was fun! use the comb thing.

she dyed it ash brown once again.

oh I was jealous of course.

if not for the week I must go back for lessons,

I would already get my hair dyed purple.

ayee. just have to wait till I've finished those

extra lessons during the hols.

took a 2hr nap later. pleasee. the weather

was just perfectly right to sleep. cold

cold one. woa. woke up at 7.

indulged myself in lao ma's ever-so-delicious

curry she made. after hearing hat 2 cans of

coconut milk was in it, I swear I regret

gorging myself with 2 bowls of curry.

always tell myself to go on a diet but I never

once succeeded. whhaa.

who cares lah. no one NO ONE can stop

me from eating. *evil laughter.

right now watching "me myself and irene".

oh another lame show.

not again jim carrey. last week's it was him

acting in "the mask" and now again.

he just never fails to appear in those

stupid shows. heh.

2004-10-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

Late morning sucks for me

today pls.
though my mum dint

allow me to
go for cg that day. heck it.
it was her half day at work anyway.
so I thought I could

sneak out before
she comes home anytime.
I was in the midst of heading for
the gate and TAAADAAA!
I saw her alighting from the

bus opposite.
"oh damnit!" I thought.
my legs were like rooted to the ground
lah. man. that feeling sucks. heh.
I could do nothing. She saw me

standing
looking so blur there.

i knew I was so darn
dead. she approached, her

expression
on her face was like " don't think
I don't know u are going

for cg" those sort.
argh. I just knew it.
could not think of any excuses to
say bout. we both went

silent for seconds.
ME: " I just came back,
went to amk library just now with
yuzhen"
right. that lie I made was simply

pathetic.
without waiting for her reply,
I scurried back in. ugh.
thats how my noon started.
i missed cell again.
late noon was slightly better
fer me lah. was

like 4 plus and

my mum
was out. haha. great.
it was another sat with that
1st floor guy again. ((:
my neighbour that is.
took a straight bus and off to
bugis. the journey sure long.
bth the bus driver.
drive. jerk. drive. jerk again.
i swear i was on the

verge of vomitting.
finally we arrived.
1st thing is to EAT!

and there we were at
pastamania, once again
gorging ourselves. LOL.
after it was walk shop time.
argh. he got himself a
jacket from addidas can.
haa. and bought

me this water
bottle from there too.

i dint asked
for it mind you. heh.
found bugis quite boring at first.
the food there was only what
we were interested in. haha.
had ice creams to cream puffs
even after we had our share.
ayeee. after

walking around,
finally! i got myself a top from
poa. after hours we

toured in parco.
and yes yes!

monsoon's haircut is
only 26 bucks lah! it's like
similar to supercuts man.
i'm going! i'm going

there for
a cut sooner or later, hee heee.
gona drag my mum there.
but sad. it's gona

be a senior hairsylist.
expected it anyway. haha.
those trainees. pooh.
my legs were tired already by then.
both decided to go home.
took the same bus back.
the bus sucks. it's like those
got cockroaches and

bugs those sort.
eeeks.

no seats available too.
alamaks. pork.
had to stand throughout

the journey.
haha. dint really mind
at least ive got company right.
rather than taking the

bus all the way
home alone. and
as usual, he went up to my
floor and then his again.
LOl. lame guy lah.

2004-10-28T15:04:00.000+08:00

oh well, back to school today

after slacking at home for 2 damn days.

nice nice. haha.

had to fake those reasons

for not turning up for school.

that's the worst part.

can't think of any better excuse

to write as practically all

the excuses in the world, i've

said it before. wahah.

from just a minor cold to u know.. cramps.

and yes cramps! that's exactly

what my mum told me to type it in the letter.

haha. cant figure out why

parent's letter just dont seem

to work anymore nowadays. wth aint it.

but who cares. those bloody teachers

will be completely outta my lives in

just a day's time. that's sth worth

to cheer for man. heh.

was told to bring our cameras today.

it's snappin timee!! *click click

sad case lah. gona bid goodbyes

with our current school.

before in just few weeks time,

*clangs*bangs*woosh*thang*

all the walls will be falling down. haha.

funny. cant bear to see that

happen but yet

also cant wait to see the future school. hee

tmr we're getting back our report

cards. AHH. shitbag!

and thereafter, it's the moment

i've been waiting for. whaha.

THE HOLIDAYS. LALALA. ((:

2004-10-23T02:26:00.000+08:00

shoppin in town for me today! LOL.

but today was no ordinary day please. (:

had went out with that

person since we

were both rotting at home

i was also not allowed to go for cell even!

it's like wth aint it. AH.

we headed off for pacific plaza

meeting him at somerset at noon.

oh gawd. he's soo darn hunk-look-alike

in those surf pants of his pls. wahah.

aiight.. i admit my face went red a little

when i saw him at first. JUST A LITTLE!

HE DID TOO OKAY! haha. he went all so

silent lah. haha. okay. next,

we rolled off to pacific plaza then. haha.

hoping to get that roxy belt so badly.

but nah.

it was out of stock. sad.

AH. i like that voodoo skirt so much.

but crap. it is 79 bucks for goodness

sake.

LOL. he offered to pay but of

course, my skin not that

thick lah.

ITS LIKE 80 BUCKS!

how on earth or how thick my skin can

ever get if i ever agreed to let him pay for

it right. but HA-HA.

i swear i'm gona beg my mum

for that though. heeeee

left the building and went in

to mango. and HURRAY!

that blue skirt! i could not took

my eyes off that one.

it was so much helluva nicer than

the voodoo one. it's 49 bucks.

not so bad lah this one

somewhat cheaper still. heh

tried it on and man! left all those

big sizes and pian pian size

36 out of stock in that outlet.

sheesh.

since he said it was not bad lookin, so

we both went various

mango outlets haunting for

size 36. haha!

and the worst thing was, our

stomachs was growling like dunoo

what. poo poo.

got ourself landed in taka

and that was also the last outlet

i could pin my hopes on.

he was darn noisy please.

sure enough, size 36 was the

last piece there.

so why not get it right.

argh. FINALLY. we cheered.

fleeeeed off to wheelock

for dinner with those bags.

piged out at nydc.

the food was marvellous please.

we atee like no one's business.

oh, he treated me lah though.

aint that what a gentleman should do?

wahaha. since it was like 8 plus.

stroll of to farr east in search

of earrings! my favourite.

got a hula and co one. he chose

that. found out his taste was not

bad too man. haha!

and since half of the day we were

shopping for my things.

it's his turn! whee!

he got a tee from archz.

NOW I CHOSE IT! hah.

fitted him so well.

by then, it was like 11 plus.

and my oh my. we had to walked

back for mrt.

my legs were almost off.

orchard mrt was ever so crowded.

we dropped off at yck. and

decided to take a bus.

haha. my leg muscles was aching

since the netball match. and

no way am i going to walk back. never.

and the best thing ever.

we stayed in the same blk.

and lobby. but sad lah.

different levels. LOL. he

took the lift to my

floor. bid our goodbyes.

and there after, went

down to the 1st to his.

tell me is he lame or

what?! anywaeee,

i swear i had a great day. (:

I'M HAPPY. I'M HAPPY! ha.

2004-10-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

my recent days have been

slightly better
now lah. (:
except for some nagging here
and there from my mum.

-shrugs-
wonder what's up to those teacher's
sleeves nowadays. we're having

billions of career and
entreprenuership talks. man.
WE DO FIND IT

BORING PLEASE.
hahaha. but not

the career talk
yesterday though.
i was busy taking down notes.

LOL.
believe it or not lah. at least

i can
prove to my dad that i'm

also interested
in business and stuff. =) hoho.
alrights. next, i got the inter-class
netball compet today! IT'S THE FINALS OK!
whaha. and guess what?!
our class was

the champion!!
LOL. all thanks to

the very very great
support from my 2 darls, my class,
and other classes.

thanks a million guys.
those screaming-like-retards support
really did help our team ALOT.
haha! oh! u 2 kept shouting
"pangssai" here and there loh.
throw my face liao lah. hahaa.
now the whole world knows.
BUT WHO CARES! i like. (:
after school we're supposed to have
a game of bbal.
but ended up going ga-ga

over badminton.
haha! it was darn fun and

funny please.
tried playing tennins, table

tennis with
those rackets. whaha.

BIONG BIONG!
oh, i'm getting pro-er in bad.

hahaa. i just realised.
that mad duck .

LOL. we

just had to grant
her last wish. - to be a

beautiful swan.
haha. right.
then after me and that retard left at 4.
she had her tuition. if not

we could have more
of our game. alamak.
sat the bus together with our
all-so-sweaty bodies. it sucks.
i was soo soo bloody hot.
oh great now.
my mum forbids me

to go for cgs now. what the ..... aint it?
argh. missing the combine cell tmr.
man. i just got to stay at home and
read those darn

science notes
once again.
as if i would now. please!
the holidays have even yet to start and
i'm supposed to start r

evising. this is crap.
and also, chose the

same option as monsoon
and others too! (:
ya and physics is in it too please.
i suck big time in

physics and yet
my teacher say it's better for my
future. so whatever.
just have to study real

hard for physics next year then.
*poo. aint biology better?

2004-10-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

oh great. today was the worst day ever.

it was awful....really awful.

got back my results.

and why why why........

that was too much. i cried.

really thankful that my 2 best friends were there for me.

fiona and liyun lend me their shoulder to cry on.

argh. damn it. i felt like the stupidest

and dumbest person in the

world when the paper was back.

funny. i even thought of flying down from

a building. poo*

how selfish can i get. i forgot

about god. i still have him, i'm not going through this alone.

i know it.

but...man. i seriously need a bloody deep

hole really badly where

i can hide myself in there forever.

that result is defintely gona pull my average down

please. oh shit shit shit...............

shant talk bout it anymore.

i feel as though i've let everybody down

in that sub.

especially that smurf and of course,

my parents.

i've yet to tell them.

eh smurf, dont come asking for the

marks till i get back my report card

pleaaaaasee.

i'll tell u the final one pretty please.

and great.

i'm having inter-class netball compet

tmr. i'm playing it well.

signs off*

2004-10-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

LOL. i dint went to school today!

funny funny. the feeling is just way too good.

others are in school dying to go

home whereas i'm enjoying

myself here. oh please. wahhaaal.

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE LAH!

AHH. crap. talking bout that just

pisses me off.

this morning i was getting ready

for school.

even my socks and shoes were worn.

but i forgot to put that bloody

red tie in my bag.

so of course. SHIT BAG.

i was already 5 mins late.

and my mum was waiting downstairs,

i did not bothered to take off my socks

so i tried acting just like superwoman, or

rather ice woman.

i found myself sliding on the floor

with my socks on like a pro.

the result- i fell on my butt real hard, a sprain on my ankle.

AHH. tell me please

was i insane or nuts trying to slide

on the floor knowing that i

was not wearing the sch socks today.

so hence, the friction of that socks

tends to be lesser.

so i called my mum and told her.

she was like " aiyo. why you

so careless? today no need collect

papers back right? then dont go lah."

LOL. my mum is good.

so duh! i went back to my beauty sleep

with my sprain ankle and blossomed butt.

late morning right now.

i'm right here waiting patiently

for the sun to be out.

but DARN!

it looks as if its gona rain though!

man. tell me what i'm gona

do at home eh.

thought by tanning for 1 hr

can take up some time of my day.

but aww.....

feel like going to town.

but with that ankle of mine...forget it.

the rest are all in school too.

oh no. great.

i'm beginning to regret.

FOR WHATEVER REASON I TRIED TO

SLIDE ON THE FLOOR PLEASE.

*bangs head*

2004-10-17T11:00:00.000+08:00

SHITE WON. LOL.

the three of us that is.

damn! we finally spent the day together since

millions and thousands of years man.

and yesterday i went for cell grp finally!

glad to see all the cell grp people back again. (:

met up with both darls and bishan then headed off to cell

at potong pasir. (any spelling mistakes eh?)

oh yes! we did our praise and worship and

then the message.

1) desire 2) visualise 3) then rehearse.

and so after cell grp, we flew off to town.

reached cineleisure. darl duck was so so looking forward to

see that jerk once again. LOL.

oh well, WHITE CHICKS!

it was full house please. there were

less than 5 seats left altogether.

those seats were practically all dispersed around.

aww. sad . so we watched wimbledon instead.

no regrets. haha.

though i admit peter colt was not at all charming,

and so was lizze. wahah.

but who cares?! the 3 of us enjoyed it anyway.

i'm inspired to learn tennis now please. haha. serious!

either one. drums or tennis.

MAN. of course is drums lah.

wahaa. to be the next mrs travis is more important.

it's my dream!

alrightes. so we got the tix and off we went to long john.

ahh. talking bout eating there. it was horrendous.

liyun practically spilled the whole cup of coke before we

even started eating. LOL.

butterfingers.

phew! i was sitting opp the both of them. =p

they rolled to the toilet leaving me eating my fries all alone!

i even got a snap back by the auntie cleaner. sobs.

accidentally spill one mah. so fierce.

but however. i still maintain my ever-so-sweet-smile

and kept saying sorry to her. LOL.

and lucky us! we were not late for the show lah.

haha. after the show we went to hmv for neoprints.

took two times. hahaaa. it was no better too.

all of us were arguing over 2 pens to write.

sheesh. but it was fun lah. the 3 of us were all in black.

and so was the background colour.

yes yes. and at 10 plus. we all headed off home.

took the train with duck.

i was so tired please.

so as to prevent me from being kidnapped by

the snakes and men, i took a bus home.

though it was just a bustop away.

i had to take my precautions right! wahaha.

2004-10-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

AHHH! my leg is aching!

shopped with my mum for the whooleee

day from 9 plus till now.

hahaha. but it's worth it.

i've bought tons. LOL.

however mainly clothes though.

theres this tank top i got from mango.

oh great. i had a pretty hard time beggin my mum

for it. one time say it's too skimpy.

another say its too short.

wahha. what is this. but

who cares. i got that in the end anyway.

she gave up arguing. (:

doesn't she know i'm best at talking back.

oh and that eye shimmer i got.

the colour was so cute!!

haha. the price was resonable also lah.

and i ate alot too please. must start going back on a diet

again. awww. i hate diets! no more indulgence in my fav

food. sad sad.

was touring around for salons to get my hair cut too.

thought of toni n guy.

came across one at shenton way.

but my mum said it was not worth it if it was just a trim.

oh well, nvm then.

maybe i'll go back to that sissy again.

HOHO!

THE EXAMS ARE OVER! *beams*

but i'm just not feeling that happy at all.

cause those pork teachers are giving back the papers on tue.

WHAT THE SHIT right?!

argh. they're sucha pest.

it's not even one week where we can take a break for.

crap.

something has been botherin me these few days.

about going back to chc or to change church.

sighs. darl and liyun says it's better to go

paya labar meth one.

but....aww...

city harvest is better aint it.?

ohhh noo. this is headache.

yes i admit chc is quite far but the feelings for chc is still

there lah. LOL.

those rocking version of praise and worship.

pastor kong, my cell grp and the rest.............

guess it's the best to seek bro boon kiat for advice

like what ken said lah right. (:

oh yes. style doctors is airing now on teevee.

i'm off. wahah.

back blogging soon.

2004-10-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

oh great. i'm in the midst of of my exams

and im here updating my blog. haha.

crap.i need to relieve my

stress. it's too stressful lah. ):

literature paper for me today.

it was okay i guess. i studied like

real hard. one whole stack of notes-74 pages

that is from other classes. my eyes are bulging.

write and write today. my hands are sorta numb

and swollen.

seriously, exams suck truly.

jus 5 more days and it'll be over. *beams*

oh yes and another thing.

i'm in love with ben jelen.

aint' this song superb?

alrites. back to revision.

maths paper tomorrow.

*bangs head against wall*

AHHHHHHHH

2004-09-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

*shouts in to the microphone*

I'M NOT BLOGGING TILL THE DARN EXAMS

ARE OVER. (:

2004-09-26T16:31:00.001+08:00

*shouts in to the microphone*

I'M NOT BLOGGING TILL THE DARN EXAMS

ARE OVER. (:

2004-09-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

*shouts in to the microphone*

I'M NOT BLOGGING TILL THE DARN EXAMS

ARE OVER. (:

2004-09-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

oh gawd. exams have started!

man. its just plain boring and sickening.

had my eng and chinese paper 1 today.

i wrote shit.

my mind was just not there.

tried so hard to recall all those vocab words

i studied for but in vain. damn

do hope that the report writing will pull up

the marks for the bloody compo. shrugs

chinese was better at least. hee (:

school ended the same time. crap crap

accopanied quek to northpoint.

i was freezing in the bus please.

walked for less than an hour. went home alone.

boring. dint have the mood anyway.

today is just not the day lah.

was hoping to see you just now.

i mistooken someone with a similar

uniform was you.

but nah. geeks.

dragged my feet home then.

2004-09-22T18:08:00.000+08:00

tired tired day today.

PE was bad. the teacher said me and

some of the others cant play please.

we landed up holding this slip of paper and had

to check my other classmate's if they're doing the

right movements and stuff. wth

but anyway. the sun was great.

so great. the heat . oh, its shoik. haha.

the sad thing was my team lost. haa. expected it.

i'm not playing mar. that's why they lost.

LOL. =)

today during chapel, the message pastor louis

told us today was so good.

the story about 3 servants. each was given certain amount of

property by their manager, then assigned

to use their talents wisely.

the 1st servant who had 5 talents at first

came back with double the talents he had aquired.

the 2nd servant who had 2 talents at first

came back with double the talent.

and for the 3rd servant, he only had 1 talent

but chose to bury that talent instead.

and of course, the manager was pleased with the

1st and 2nd servant except the 3rd.

MORAL: GOD is like that manager.

he has given us all the talents but in diff amounts.

in the past, i used to think that GOD was a little unfair.

But after what pastor louis said.

i was wrong.

GOD does not expect the same results from all of us.

just like when the 2nd servant brought back 2 more talents,

the manager did not scold the servant for not bringing

5 talents back like the 1st servant.

Instead, he praised the good and faithful servant. =)

1 talent is enough to serve GOD.

Every time we serve, GOD notices and never fails to be pleased.

Our deeds are not unoticed by GOD at all. (:

In Mattthew 25: 22-23,

it read : You have been faithful with few

things, I will give u more.

---------

stayed back in school till 4 plus for enlish oral today.

i would say my smile did work lah. LOL.

was SO lucky to have that new teacher as my examiner.

she was so sweet and kept smiling back at me please.

made me so nervous for nothing while waiting.

and shit. i had to control my pee for 1HOUR!

that teacher! i'm gona remember her.

SHE IGNORED ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

MY PEE WAS LIKE COMING OUT ANY MOMENT!!

ugh. oral topic was quite easy i would say.

its sth bout which historical or place of interest

have u been. haha. pork feet.

and of course, after which i flied to the toilet.

spend 3 mins in the cubicle.

woa. that feeling ar. was so comfortable. LOL.

I OUGHT TO GIVE THAT TEACHER A PUNCH.

2004-09-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

yes yes. its blogging time again! =)

been super-duper busy these few days

preparing for quizes and finals.

sigh. waiting for that day to come.

i'll go mad.

right. where shall i start.

ahh. FLAG DAY!

oh well, me and alicia screwed up the whole purpose of

flag day. haha.

firstly the places we're assigned to go to is ridiculou lahs.

amk, hougang,sengkang,yck,

bishan, toa payoh.

gawd!

how can i ever go to such places. its a no-no please!

we both agreed on one thing.

OFF TO TOWN.

we just dumped the 2 bulky tins in our

bad and took the train. haha.

man. i swear orchard is calling my name.

eat shop eat shop. darn.

the feeling is so great.

from ps to far east. we had all the time in the world.

haha. ended up buying stuff from

topshop and surfbabe.

after, walked on the streets and

asked for donations.

oh well, i expected it anyway.

1 out of a million was willing to donate.

sheesh. cant they just at least

reply a "no thanks".

they stride past like i'm invisible.

heck it. me n alicia than put in our own coins.

haha. totalled up to 4 bucks.

LOL. its pathetic lah.

wasted a whole stack of stickers. haha.

alright. i'm feeling guilty too lah.

stop looking at me that way. haha.

I WILL DO BETTER IN

THE NEXT FLAG DAY. i swear! (:

for lunch today, my and yuzhen

headed off to munch

at jln kayu again. haa. the prata

was superb! that taste of the

ice cream one, i wont forget.

english oral for me tomorrow.

pooh. that's easy.

i'm all ready. just have to smile non-stop

at the examiner.

that really works. wahaha.

trust me lah.

even if you're tongue-tied.

just smileeeeeeee and smileeee.

i assure u at least a pass.

LOL. =)

2004-09-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

psst.

i will update soon. it's getting

rusty in here. i know i know. =)

2004-09-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

today was great!

the geography test was postpone to monday.

haha. phew! heard it's a tough paper

sigh. hopefully i can do well like

the previous test i had.

was so excited the whole day.

my friends said i was so maniac today.haha.

MY MUM WAS ON LEAVE!

whaha. she came to pick me up after school. =)

no more squeezing and smelling people's B.O anymore lah.

heehee.

mum and me had lunch together.

haha. got a pretty hard time choosing

what i wana eat.

walk around again and again

like 3 times.

ended up eating at thai express.

man. the food is super.

except it was spicy lah.

expected it anyway. right.

cca's finally having flag day tomorrow. whiee!

just got to know that the teacher is supposed

to allocate our places n etc.

shit right. please allocate me to town or somewhere

else where shopping is available.

ugh. no hougang, serangoon or heartland mall

for me please. i faint first.

praying hard that alicia's going.

i'm never gona go with the juniors.

they will bored me

to death please.

oh yes. to that someone.

SCRAM.

stop pestering me like no one's business.

oh well, it's irritating.sickening

to see a window pops up every time

i'm online and its you

again. geeks.

c'mon. stop pretending as if u're so

so pathetic.

it totally irks me.

2004-09-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

kabooom! i'm back i'm back! haha

aiyo, its been decades since i last posted.

just got sci pract yesterday. needless to say, i'm

so gona flung off the physics part.

hahaha. i know nothing lah.

give me extra wire as if i

know how to connect.

stupid ammeter reading so small.

i doubt ants can even see.

the bio also lah, give me the apple rotten one.

one pathetic peanut want me to cut small small.

gawd! i wasted like 10 mins trying to use

that brandless knife to cut the peanut.

and so i left 5 mins to complete that section.

but i finished anyway. haha. phew!

bio and chem was so much easier than physics anywae. =)

right right.

today was no better. i cant even close my eyes and sleep

for any of the periods at all! ugh.

one period after another.

maths than chem.

woa. million and one things i learnt today.

just realised too i've not much time to

mug for geo mock exam. it's on friday! ayes.

after school, caught up with fiona and like the same old days,

we went back together.

oh! i think my fetish for bread is back.

yesterday was pork floss. today also pork floss.

yumm. its marvellous lah. though theres some mucus thing

on the bread. haha.

took 825 back then. yes yes , i was hoping i get to see

him again. but no i dint. sigh

dont see any good looking ones taking 825 bus except him.

its so rare to see. its either nerd or nerds again.

oh well, whatever.

and finally when i got home, it started drizzling.

so i headed for B1 and began a one-to-one

session with my pork floss bread. haha. it was kinda smashed.

but who cares,

pork floss bread rocks my socks. (:

2004-09-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

ayes. dint blog recently.

was busy muggin for finals. *yawns*

quek came yesterday. was supposed to study but

however we ended up eating junk

stuff. hahas.

ohya! she was supposed to buy me

some chicken thing

from that taiwanese street snack stall

in j8 but ended up getting me one

pathetic oily fattening chicken wing!

hahas.

waste my 1.20 lah you. *arbish*

before she headed home. we did some lame stuff on

someone too.

the more i think of it i wana laugh. that person was so

sua ku.

quek ar. thats our secret. shhh!

automatically got up quite early today.

walked around the house still

half asleep. haha.

called fiona then. she was solving

some maths problems.

gawd! how nerd can she get. haha. =)

already studying early in the morning.

after which i went down for a swim.

felt more refresh and geered up for the day.

sadly, there was no

sun throughout.

swam like 6 laps. cannot tahan liao. haha.

6 laps is considered alot me me lah. yup yup.

the rest of the day was study study and still studying time.

hopefully i've completed

my homework.

geeks. dont think theres time for movies

and shopping this holiday.

want to go out also difficult lah. must keep worryin about exams.

argh. the day of my last paper i'm gona go so mad.

play shop tan. play shop tan. best lah. haha.

cant imagin what my world will be after exams.

can attend cell groups and services. wooohoo!

alright. but before that, i better go get my butt

glued back to the chair. hee hee. (:

2004-09-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

ROTI PRATA DAY!

haha. just had my dinner.

guess what. it was none other than roti prata again.

hahaha.

tried thomson one this time. man.

it was damn nice lah.

indulged in one ice cream prata, onion prata,

and got one look like mountain one.

got 1 curve one.

tissue dont know what lah.

people kept looking. i bet they are just jealous lah.

wahaha.

there's like actually one more prata shop nearby.

not even a soul could be seen.

no business one. lousy pork

so me n dad decided to eat at the more crowded one.

thats how i landed being so freaking bloated.

and the best thing is that,

I SAW HIM!

ahhh. i was quite pai seh cause my plate was practially

stack with diff shapes of roti prata.

but yet, i was happy lah.

hahaaha.

for all place dont see, pian pian saw him in

a roti prata shop. =)

dint know he was there at first until i heard someone calling

my name from nowhere. i turned back

and i was like "oh my goodness gracious!"

but i said "hi" back of course.

good thing is that, my dad dint notice.

so heng right. hee.

ok i admit. while eating, of course i

took quick glances at him eating his mee goreng.

he was cute while eating to a certain extend.lols

tsk tsk. its like admiring him from afar.

sheesh. i sound like i'm ga-ga over him.

however, for whatever reason, he and his family left

earlier than me! sad sad.

ugh. but he waved and said bye lah.

so i just waved back with my mouth filled with milo.

geeks. haha. it was somehow maluating though.

i just love my dad to bits.

he made the right choice to go thomson for

dinner. lols

ayes. wonder when am i gona see him the next time.

hopefully is the 825 bus stand again. haha.

guess ill leave it to fate. =)

2004-09-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

left dreamland around 7 plus today

for breakfast! hahas

i went to eat jalan kaya roti prata ah!

haha.

its been so long since i ate that.

2 kosong. 2 eggs. 1 plain.

aww. total heavenly.

came home did my revision for geo before i start working

on my geo homework.

greenhouse effect and stuff.

dont really get it though.

still got lots of homework left for me to complete.

hopefully can get those stuff done

by wed lah.

then the rest of the days can be saved for

going out and tanning in the morning.

of course, must also plan to do my revision for

finals.

science pract is coming and i know nuts bout all the apparatus .

its on monday!

seriously i have no idea how am i gona study for pract.

cme exam on the same day too.

geeks.

cant wait to take that exam.

cme paper is always the easiest.

close one eye and do also no problem lah.

right right.

i shall continue whats left for me to do today.

2004-09-04T13:10:00.000+08:00

I am driving up 85 in the Kind of morning that lasts
all afternoon just stuck inside the gloom 4
more exits to my
apartment but
I am tempted to keep the
car in drive
And leave it all behind
Cause I wonder sometimes About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
Am I living it right? Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?
I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it
feel like home But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis Or just the
stirring in my soul
Either way I wonder sometimes About theoutcome
Of a still verdictless life Am I living it right? Am I
living it right? Am I living it right? Why Georgia, why?
So what, so
I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet
superstitions in my head
Don't believe me, don't believe me
When I say I've got it down Everybody is just a
stranger but That's
the danger in going
my own way
I guess it's the priceI have
to pay
Still everything happens for
a reason Is no reason not to ask myself
If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it
right? Why Georgia, why?